About nearly ten years ago, I used to keep to myself.

The reason why I was like that was caused by shyness.

If you know me better, you can tell that sometimes I still might bring symptoms of shyness during the conversation with some of you, or pretend not to be shy by laughting or joking as much as I can.

Let me explain why I overcame my whole shyness.

Well, the day I become communicative suddenly came when I was 10 years old.

It was either new surroundings, or a super outgoing teacher that had changed me.

Undoubtedly, she was the best teacher I have ever had in my life, which probably wont change unless I can restart my entire life again.

What she did was make me feel at home when I was in school instead of being out of place.

Probably that was the first time I had feelings for a teacher that isn't very deep as it looks like, but I wished I could get married with a girl like her even though she was originally from UK.

She had blonde hair, blue eyes, and taller than any other teachers in school I went to.

I had pleasure from talking to her and was totally into her.

She must have been too popular in my school because she got married with one of the our school math teachers when I graduated.

I cant even say how angry I was! So I decided to not talk to that math teacher ever again.

Im planning to write a diary everyday so if you're interested in, please check it out!!!

About nearly ten years ago, I used to keeping to myself.(Use "about" or "nearly", but not both together.)

The reason why I was like that was caused by shyness. (Better: I was like that because of shyness.)

Surely, I knew I was so shy that I always felt uneasy. ("Surely" is technically correct, but most people only use it certain situations, usually to demonstrate anger or frustration toward someone else, or in sarcasm.)

If you knew me better, you can could tell that sometimes I still might bring symptoms of shyness during to the conversation with some of you, or pretending not to be shy by laughting or joking as much as I can.

Let me explain why I overcame my whole shyness, as you are curious about. I'm sure you're curious.

Well, the day I became communicative suddenly came when I was 10 years old.

That was probably the first time I had a feelings for teacher. that isnt much deep as it looks like It wasn't as deep as it sounds, but I wished I could get married with to a girl like her even though she was originally coming from the UK.

She had blonde hair and blue eyes, and was taller than any other teachers in the school I went to.

I derived my pleasure from talking to her; I was totally into her.

She must have been very popular in my school because she got married to one of the our school math teachers when I graduated.

I'm planning to write a diary every day, so if you're interested in, please check it out!!!

What she did was to make me feel home when I was in school instead of being feeling out of place.