chatting with my friend in UK

today I went to the Japanese restaurant for lunch called 'Banzai' (sounds slightly patriotic for me though lol)I had chicken brown rice bowl and it was really good but at the same time I started missing my mom's food... she is my best cook ever! I only have two months before I go back and now I'm struggling with my mixed feeling...I wanna go back to Japan as soon as possible cuz I wanna take a rest and see my family and friends, but I've already kinda settled down here and I like my school life here. I can more focus on my major study here than back in my college. But sometimes I can't help to think that I look alien here and I just wondered into another country and I can never be part of it. Yea but this is my part of experience and I came here not to have an easy, less challenging life and walk on the eggshells all the time ignoring the hard side of my life but to be mentally more strong and brush up my English. Even if this exchange program ends up being unsuccessful, it's okay. I believe that it will be something in the near future. haha I'm just trying not to complain and whine over my future and say ' what if...!!' otherwise, I'll get self-filling prophecy.

To change the subject, I chatted with my friends on Skype! He is one of my college friends back in Japan and he is staying in UK now. He seemed to pick up some British accent and it was actually cool and I also speculated it would be easier for us to speak British English on some levels because I have a hard time to roll my tongue to pronounce R sound and make a sharp A sound. What do you think??