Summary of the past three days.

i haven't posted anything in the past few days, i don't even know how that happened...I guess making a model out of concrete in such small scale did take up a lot of my time. I haven't been sleeping properly and redid the model like 6 or 7 times and still couldn't make it perfect. But it was good enough I guess. So that's basically all my news from the past few days. I was mostly doing a model, and went to school. i did nothing else. That is a little scary, don't you think? Today, well, technically yesterday, was my first day i wasn't making the model. i woke up late in the morning and missed a class again. I didn't even care though. For some reason i was depressed today, and i hate it that when i talk about what bothers me to other people it sounds so stupid. And i'm the kind of person that needs to talk about everything, but never does because of fear. I wish i had more time talking to my mum. i miss her. We haven't really talked in weeks. She calls and we talk for a couple of minutes, but then she has to go. I know with all that's going on right now she doesn't have time. But i just need someone who will make my stupid problems seem like they understand how they feel to me!