Elite class

I feel so tired, and a bit upset,cause I failed to entrance the elite class test,and Andy was my inviewer , and he said my oral english was not very well, but he believed me that my english level ,>><<<actually I knowed that he gave me full of encouragment .....He told me that I will have test two weeks later....

Actually , more and more people come to english club to study, and most of them are noisy , I extremly hate them , so I wanted to access the class ,however my level is a bit lower, I will continue to try hard ......
I want to cry and nervous ....

I dont know when I pass the ielts , my english become more serious...
my english has a big regressing!!!!!!!!Oh , who can help me ???
I was disappointed about class...