That happen is just happen at that time for her. But in fact, I had been tiny idea like this since before. Especially, I need do before my third daughter arrive at here.( My third daughter will come here this weekend.)
That's why I thought so is....
In fact, when they came here last year, they also talked with my friends who foreigner. But third daughter had spoken better than second daughter by English at that time. Therefore second daughter couldn't talk enough with my friend then she felt sad by that situation.
Afterword second daughter bend her head and nothing having talkwith us. third daughter and me was just quite. It seems feel very sad. Therefore I tried to hug to second daughter and to touch softly her hair or back. I also wanted to say "you are okay if you can't do something as much everybody do that". But I couldn't say my thought because of third daughter were there. If I said it, third daughter also would feel regret or sad because of herselves action.
So I had nothing talk,just to do stroke to her. It was my memory about a part of last time when were together.
So this time, I wanted to try take out second daughter's trauma before third daughter arrive at here. Then it was nice time for she and I. I am not sure about her feeling about this happening. But she seems happy to talk with my friend and she is looking forward to talk another time. She has big view which look at the world. It is nice for her life. And that is a part of my reason that why I want to know another country and go to abroad.
Well. I know that why my second daughter felt sad at last year. It was I and some of adult compared our children when they grown up. An example, who is the person can do study well. who is the person can run first even though they have personality. It was no good for them.
I always say to my children that you are okay who you are because of who you are even if your have result of exam is the very last,you can not doing something well like your friend.
My thought now is real my feeling. I know I am also say to me like this. I really think so. I wish all of adult has the same way to the children. And so it is posibily to change something kindly than now. I want to try change something to our world while I enjoy my life!