Why I started again

Long time no write my diary.
I would be appreciated your help even if you comment only one word.
I need to start writing diary!

I've been in the U.S. for almost 2years.
I never went back to Japan during the 2 years.
Then, I will go to after 3months, on May.
I feel somewhat disappointed to myself because my English is not good enough what I imagined how much my English was going to be good before I came to here.
For example, when I write an essay and bring it to a writing tutor, I get a lot of correction... my essay is always changed from black and white paper to red paper by correcting. Grammar mistakes and also I use my own word that Americans don't use my expression in English.

Like that, I was grouchy these days.haha
Today, I found a Facebook comment of my friend who studies in Czech Republic.
He said he is writing diary of both of English and German everyday. The German diary has been done the third book since he came in Czech Republic(last spring).
His professor speaks 10 languages, and the professor advised him to write diary is the good way to improve his language. I kept it, and he knows German and English and Czech now. I asked to myself "How about am I?". I don't keep any practices like diary, reading books, and watching TV for a long time. However, it's not like just lazy attitude. I just fine better practice and switch them, so that's why I did't keep one thing. I think I should try if I find better practices, but the result of improving my English is not good. I doubt like is that not an good idea, switch to the better practices? Anyway, I try to write diary again.