When I am in gloomy and busy, I feel my capacity is very small and too much for me. For example, I had a exam today. Also, I have to do important application stuff for next schools. My sleep time was very short and stressful. I wanted to cry before the exam because I didn't have enough time to understand well. I was definitely upset at that time. After the exam, I consider about the busy life and compare with my lazy life in Japan. I should be more appreciate the life! I can study and have experiences that everybody doesn't have my own original life. I try to do all my best. I can challenge everyday for things more fun and more exciting.
