http://www.lang-8.com/19512/journals/rss Aho kick your ass's latest journal entries Lang-8 Inc. Mon May 28 17:48:47 UTC 2012 Mon May 28 17:48:47 UTC 2012 Lang-8 http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss Lang-8 ^_^
I was lazy to write in my diaries.
Hahahha.
My computer was broken and I gave a hard disk to my friend.
Before I gave it to him I forgot delete the file,so he read all of my Chinese diaries
>.<
Anyways that hard disk just writed in some secret of mine.
Now i can share with him..
But it does not mean i forgive what he done to me..
So this is the reason why I have to write some English diaries here.
I bet that he never will find this website and read it.

This month,my mood is very messy..
Yeah.
First,I lost my job.
I've work here for 4 years.
And I've left here this month.
I feel sad for it.
So sad.
But it is ok,I must to leave.
Mama said,i have to change my life.
My job is so stupid,the only way to change is leave here and start over!!

But she can not get a good job for me.
She just take me go a school and listen some lesson for learn how to be a real Chinese person.
Everything is very new to me.
She want me learn form "Confucius",The first teacher in China.
Yeah,that is Confucianism.
I've stay there about 4 days.

And nothing has change.
I am still a smoker,get drunk at light night and lost.
Sometimes I want to cry,but I don't feel sad until cry.
I don't cry for my life.
Coz i am still single now.
There is no one breaking my heart and make me cry.

But the worse thing happened so soon.
That guy show up.
Yeah,the guy who will break my heart I believe.

At first,
We are just very good friends.
He called me "Younger Sister",
And I called him"Older Brother".
Until now we call that each other.
The funny thing is I am older than him 3 years.
He said,I am the only one younger sister in his life ever.
He want to make me special to him.

Next, he kissed my face ,as a good younger sister.
But i got a strong feeling with that kiss.
Maybe just because I was too lone?
3 years I am living alone and sometimes got a bird in street take her home.
And I have so many good brothers like him,get kiss,but never have the strong feeling.

I hopefully I am not in love,
But I am.Because of this kiss,I believe that I fall for him.
After that he kissed me,I told him my truth feelings.
Tell him I was stupid.But maybe it is "like"
I told that I like him.

He told me he has the same feeling too.
"Feeling Like"
Like me a good sister.
Hey,it is a good news to me,right?

I have my style to enjoy my life.
I never will give up a person who I crush on .

Guess I'd rather hurt,than feel nothing at all.




Posted at Sun Jun 27 14:11:35 UTC 2010
]]> http://www.lang-8.com/19512/journals/535693 http://www.lang-8.com/19512/journals/535693 Aho kick your ass Sun Jun 27 14:11:35 UTC 2010 It was happend a bad thing today morning after I woke up.

T_T
How bad?
I lost a few of money.
About 1 week of my pay.

Maybe I'm still in luck,because he didnot take all money from my room
He cannot find the all money in my bed !!

Fuck that Thief !!!!!!!!!!

Posted at Fri Mar 13 00:21:00 UTC 2009
]]> http://www.lang-8.com/19512/journals/104062 http://www.lang-8.com/19512/journals/104062 Aho kick your ass Fri Mar 13 00:21:00 UTC 2009 I know a new friend yesterday.

That was funny I think..hahahhaha.


I hope we will be good friends. ^_^

Posted at Thu Mar 12 01:02:36 UTC 2009
]]> http://www.lang-8.com/19512/journals/103421 http://www.lang-8.com/19512/journals/103421 Aho kick your ass Thu Mar 12 01:02:36 UTC 2009 Then I am sick and sleeping at the bed,
I am thinking will he care about me?

So,I sent a SMS to him.
He was busy for his stupid net game.
And said:"sleep well."

Ok,I will.
I hope we better stop this.

And I told ho him :sorry,I should not wasting your time.
We better end this.
I won't care about you too much,that make me so tired.
Please,help me end this.OK?

He said he is the one who need to apology,not me.

Oh,damn.he still is not my boyfriend.
What am I sad about?

But he is very good friend for me.
I don't want to lose him!

Posted at Wed Mar 11 00:37:08 UTC 2009
]]> http://www.lang-8.com/19512/journals/102776 http://www.lang-8.com/19512/journals/102776 Aho kick your ass Wed Mar 11 00:37:08 UTC 2009
T_T

Up and down.

Posted at Mon Mar 09 16:07:39 UTC 2009
]]> http://www.lang-8.com/19512/journals/101960 http://www.lang-8.com/19512/journals/101960 Aho kick your ass Mon Mar 09 16:07:39 UTC 2009 This week the day is getting colder.
I like to eat a lot of the food. ^_^

I forgot that plan about lose weight.

I remember before long times ago
I'd alway talked to my best friend nico,
Everyday I told to him:" I eat too much today!"
And he said:"You always eat too much. ^_^."

Hahah,now I don't eat too much.
But I am still chubby Aho.

Today a new friend on lang-8,his name is Shaun,
He is so kind.
And Saru,do you still read my diary everyday? ^_^
Ann.you are so kind too.
Please forgive my stupid English.I don't know how to say better.
But

Thank you guys those who alway helping me .

Posted at Sun Mar 08 15:36:51 UTC 2009
]]> http://www.lang-8.com/19512/journals/101286 http://www.lang-8.com/19512/journals/101286 Aho kick your ass Sun Mar 08 15:36:51 UTC 2009 There are one thing I want to know.
Why did many people though that I am a Japanese on Lang-8?

My profile has to told you I am a Cantonese.
And I'm a Chinese too.

Maybe they have saw my old pictuer on laong-8.

Posted at Sat Mar 07 16:19:28 UTC 2009
]]> http://www.lang-8.com/19512/journals/100706 http://www.lang-8.com/19512/journals/100706 Aho kick your ass Sat Mar 07 16:19:28 UTC 2009 Mixed feeling agian.
Frist I feel happy because of someone who when we frist met he told me I look like a singer.
This singer name is:lee hom wang.
Oh,my god .he is my hero!
I want to marry him long times ago.
^_^ Why does he know that I love leehom?

Damn.But now.
This time I am in a sad mood.
I just like to sad sometimes when I am looking at in my life.

I used my mobile phone wrote a diary in my Chinese blog.
There are only sad story of mine on Chinese blog.
I can use more word to write about my really feeling.

^_^
I hope that I am everyday be happy,
And I will write it in my English diary to make you feeling happy too.

Posted at Fri Mar 06 15:32:56 UTC 2009
]]> http://www.lang-8.com/19512/journals/100087 http://www.lang-8.com/19512/journals/100087 Aho kick your ass Fri Mar 06 15:32:56 UTC 2009
Last time when I went to that shop check our weight with my friends.
We can't believe that I am really thinner last month by 5 KG.
Ofcoz I don't believe it too.

I think love makes you blind and thinner .
^_^ It is not too bad,right?

I took a picture on wishroom again.lol
I think it is funny.

Posted at Thu Mar 05 15:26:08 UTC 2009
]]> http://www.lang-8.com/19512/journals/99512 http://www.lang-8.com/19512/journals/99512 Aho kick your ass Thu Mar 05 15:26:08 UTC 2009 I'm thinner than last month by 5 KG.
I am so happy about that ^_^

I wanna lose about 5 KG again.
Fight~

Posted at Wed Mar 04 15:22:38 UTC 2009
]]> http://www.lang-8.com/19512/journals/98897 http://www.lang-8.com/19512/journals/98897 Aho kick your ass Wed Mar 04 15:22:38 UTC 2009 I slept about 14 hours everyday this week.
I think sleeping is a enjoy in the cold day. ^_^
If I sleeping too much will not make me fat and silly.
I will sleep more and more. ^_^

Last week I wear a T-shirt on the day.
Now I need 2 long-shirt.

Do you feel cold today?

Posted at Tue Mar 03 15:26:21 UTC 2009
]]> http://www.lang-8.com/19512/journals/98238 http://www.lang-8.com/19512/journals/98238 Aho kick your ass Tue Mar 03 15:26:21 UTC 2009 It was a little late,right?
I've change my work time again.
I will go work in 1 hour.
I'm using my free time writing it again.

I am work at here more than 3 years .
I don't know why I like this job so much.
I feel free and fun with colleagues. ^_^
That is enough.

And I've go on Lang-8 about 4 months.hahaha
I will keep working so hard and writing diary everyday.
Don't give it up if you like to do it.

By the way,
I found the real reason why I am still single.
Just because I am still thinking the Men are super stupid guys in the world.
Yeah,just kidding.
Juse because of one thing,I like to enjoy more freedom.
If you were fall in love with him/her,You will care about him/her everything more than yours,right?
Why I don't care about me first?
The sefish girl really does not fit of without single.

Oh
I don't like the new Advertisement on lang-8 .
Have you see it?

Posted at Tue Mar 03 07:56:30 UTC 2009
]]> http://www.lang-8.com/19512/journals/97942 http://www.lang-8.com/19512/journals/97942 Aho kick your ass Tue Mar 03 07:56:30 UTC 2009
Hey.I don't know what is wrong with me.
I forgot write in diary often this week. >.<
Maybe my memory is getting worse.
And looking back my old English diaries on Lang-8.
There are many English words I still could not remember.
My English still very poor.
But I don't know why I don't want to give it up.^_^
At least I don't have forget many English word.
Sometimes when I join lang-8 ,click my friend's diary and read.
I counld not understand about 90% what is the diary writing about.
And I need the translate.google.com for read it.
Oh,too bad.
And this is why I counld not leave you some comment after I've read it.

Anyways,

I'm still single.
People told me because I look so manly.
Manly girl canno't find the Mr.right. T_T

Posted at Mon Mar 02 00:34:28 UTC 2009
]]> http://www.lang-8.com/19512/journals/97083 http://www.lang-8.com/19512/journals/97083 Aho kick your ass Mon Mar 02 00:34:28 UTC 2009
Today I am in a happy mood. :D
When we are working we have joe and fun.^_^
Although,We need to work after midnight this week.
But we have many freedom this time .haha
I took a picture today when we at work.
This is first time we are other on the picture.

He is the one who have I tell you ......

Posted at Sat Feb 28 23:36:40 UTC 2009
]]> http://www.lang-8.com/19512/journals/96450 http://www.lang-8.com/19512/journals/96450 Aho kick your ass Sat Feb 28 23:36:40 UTC 2009 Easy get down and up.

Oh,I hope that my life will stop make me being blind and crazy.

Posted at Fri Feb 27 23:38:55 UTC 2009
]]> http://www.lang-8.com/19512/journals/95926 http://www.lang-8.com/19512/journals/95926 Aho kick your ass Fri Feb 27 23:38:55 UTC 2009
This month I have not upload new picture,right?
Ok.look this one I took it from yesterday when we went shopping.
I havenot make-up on that pic so I've use photoshop for made it look better.

^_^ This is a friend like to shopping with me often.

Posted at Fri Feb 27 00:30:29 UTC 2009
]]> http://www.lang-8.com/19512/journals/95363 http://www.lang-8.com/19512/journals/95363 Aho kick your ass Fri Feb 27 00:30:29 UTC 2009 I spent a few of money to pay it.
New T-shirt and new jeans. :D

Posted at Thu Feb 26 01:47:08 UTC 2009
]]> http://www.lang-8.com/19512/journals/94754 http://www.lang-8.com/19512/journals/94754 Aho kick your ass Thu Feb 26 01:47:08 UTC 2009 I finished my work before 1 hour ago.
I hate that spent my free time to writing diary.
I think writing diaries is wasting my time.
But if I spent my working time for writing diary than it is not waste.hahaha,I'm not a good worker.
When you are reading it,you will know that's my working time.but this time it is not.><.oh I don't want break my rule anymore.

Yesterday I slept about 13 hours.I still feeling so sleepy.
Cause I'm at work after midnight this week.
It's morning now .I better go to bed soon.
But a old friend spent me a SMS said:he want my help this afternoon.

He was a rich guy I think,
I need to work about 15 years for make money being as rich as him.
But why he spent me a SMS said about that he need money?
Why he need a poor girl's help?

The truth answer is: He is such a Gambler!
I don't like Gambler yet.My father was the one.this is why my family is not that good as when I was a kid.

He told me he love his girlfriend,she is he future wife.
But he spent all money of her.so he need me help him.

Oh,Gambler!
Ofcoz I help him,I told him if you don't gambling it I will do my best for help，I'm poor although.

Posted at Wed Feb 25 01:16:58 UTC 2009
]]> http://www.lang-8.com/19512/journals/94122 http://www.lang-8.com/19512/journals/94122 Aho kick your ass Wed Feb 25 01:16:58 UTC 2009 I am tired to almost dead now.so sleepy night. ><
let me sleep now...............bye and good night!

Thank you guys always read my diaries. ^_^

Posted at Tue Feb 24 00:09:41 UTC 2009
]]> http://www.lang-8.com/19512/journals/93468 http://www.lang-8.com/19512/journals/93468 Aho kick your ass Tue Feb 24 00:09:41 UTC 2009 I took a day off.

But what I will do today?

I won't hope today being boring.
I will go to shopping tonight maybe.

Posted at Mon Feb 23 04:47:42 UTC 2009
]]> http://www.lang-8.com/19512/journals/92942 http://www.lang-8.com/19512/journals/92942 Aho kick your ass Mon Feb 23 04:47:42 UTC 2009 I wrote in about I was boring.
Ahh,. I can understand now.

Because that was morning,
After I woke up I forgot everything about funny at last day.

^_^
And maybe cause he took 3 days off.
I did not see him about 3 days.so I think the days was so boring. >.<

Yesterday was so fun.
He back here and we go out shopping.^_^

I shouldn't think that he is everything for me right?
I should ..find other way to get fun.
Yeah.Fun from Lang-8 and MSN,QQ,Blog.Stickam.jp.
All fun thing of mine from internet.
The only one fun thing in the truth life is all about him.

This is what I were writing for on my Chinese blog,
Fake world and Truth world.
Which one world do you like?
Which one world do you living now?

Posted at Sun Feb 22 00:35:58 UTC 2009
]]> http://www.lang-8.com/19512/journals/92188 http://www.lang-8.com/19512/journals/92188 Aho kick your ass Sun Feb 22 00:35:58 UTC 2009
I deleted the all old diaries on there.
Only one diary I wrote it before yesterday.

It were talking about my boring life.

And a friend said" you such a boring gril."
Yeah,thanks.


this is it!

Posted at Sat Feb 21 00:25:21 UTC 2009
]]> http://www.lang-8.com/19512/journals/91651 http://www.lang-8.com/19512/journals/91651 Aho kick your ass Sat Feb 21 00:25:21 UTC 2009 Because nothing new happend.
I still work everyday.
Up and Down,mixed feeling.

I think I'm very good girl,
Keep hard work for make money,
And I will send many money to my Dad today.

Ahhh,I made many mistake to family.
I want to fix it.

Posted at Fri Feb 20 00:22:14 UTC 2009
]]> http://www.lang-8.com/19512/journals/91060 http://www.lang-8.com/19512/journals/91060 Aho kick your ass Fri Feb 20 00:22:14 UTC 2009
I know that my life is bored.
I don't know what I should write in here.

Yeah,
Yesterday I went to shopping with some friends.

I think that was boring. ><

Posted at Thu Feb 19 05:39:15 UTC 2009
]]> http://www.lang-8.com/19512/journals/90573 http://www.lang-8.com/19512/journals/90573 Aho kick your ass Thu Feb 19 05:39:15 UTC 2009 I must keep a cool head.
I almost forgot write in my diary again.

Why?
Just because busy for dating him.lol

But we like good friends more than lover.
It is ok.

I want to be good friends of him.
If be good friends you can talk anything with him right?

What you should do?
If you like a friend and he likes you too.
Will you choose being good friends or lovers?

I know that love makes you silly and lost.
I should keep a cool head.

Posted at Wed Feb 18 00:39:08 UTC 2009
]]> http://www.lang-8.com/19512/journals/89861 http://www.lang-8.com/19512/journals/89861 Aho kick your ass Wed Feb 18 00:39:08 UTC 2009 And I've changed my work time.
Since tomorrow I will have to work at 8 am - 5 pm.

This week we went to play PC togerther.
And today we watch a movie togerther.^_^

He've changed a new mobile phone,
And today we went to choose a new number.

The new phone number of his.The last three number is 520.
Wow.haha.do you know what is the 520 mean in China?
520 = 我爱你 It's mean is I love you.

Yeah,We've choose it.and it is worth.

Today umm.
I was happy.but now a little down.hehehe..mixed feeling.
Other

Posted at Mon Feb 16 15:10:29 UTC 2009
]]> http://www.lang-8.com/19512/journals/88958 http://www.lang-8.com/19512/journals/88958 Aho kick your ass Mon Feb 16 15:10:29 UTC 2009 :D

I don't know what should I write in this diary.
I had mixed feeling..

I'm always easy Up and Down.
I am such a freak girl. ><

But I know I am easy feel happy too.
As long as you send me a comment and I read it.
^_^ Yeah,Thank you first.

Posted at Sun Feb 15 15:32:36 UTC 2009
]]> http://www.lang-8.com/19512/journals/88332 http://www.lang-8.com/19512/journals/88332 Aho kick your ass Sun Feb 15 15:32:36 UTC 2009 Yeah,I'm still need to work today.:D
But I'm in a good mood.

Afternoon I went to bough a box of chocolate.
For gave it to a boy.
Yeah,If you have read my old diary this week,you know who is he.^^!
I just want to see the smile on his face.
He did not give me the big smile.
But I guess he was happy ^_^

And...I sent him the link of my diary on here,He have read the all diaries of mine.
>< I have not secret anymore......

He ask me about the diaries yesterday,
But I have not tell,because I'm shy...
He was down for it.
I cannot let him down,right?
Just the diaries of a stupid gril.that is nothing spciel.

Whatever....

He gave me some chocolate today.
This is the first time I got chocolate in V day. ^_^
I was happy for it!

Posted at Sat Feb 14 15:41:35 UTC 2009
]]> http://www.lang-8.com/19512/journals/87759 http://www.lang-8.com/19512/journals/87759 Aho kick your ass Sat Feb 14 15:41:35 UTC 2009 .< Thank you for read this diary.
I told to him I've wrote about him in my diary on Lang-8 yesterday.
Today he ask me many times.he want to see what I am wrote about him. lol
I told to him that is only write about when I first time ask how old are you.and the answer is he is younger than me by 4 years.
That is all.

Yeah,the truth is I've wrote more about him.
And he want me send the link of my diary to him.
>< I have not do that..

Ahh....
Just let it go.I won't let him to know what am I thinking.

Today.he and a good friend ask me why I didnot write in my Chinese blog very long time.they want to read it.
I said: Because there is nobody read my blog and nobody care about me.
They said: why not ? they care!

wow! ^_^ I feel happy for it.yes.
I know many people here.
But why nobody like to know and care about me?
^_^ This is a smile face for you .hehe .
Have a nice V day !

Posted at Fri Feb 13 16:00:14 UTC 2009
]]> http://www.lang-8.com/19512/journals/87209 http://www.lang-8.com/19512/journals/87209 Aho kick your ass Fri Feb 13 16:00:14 UTC 2009 Because you guys are very kind to me. >I am so great to know you guys!!
I Love you guys! thank you very much!
I am in a very good mood now. ^_^
Yesterday 5 friends leave me a comment give me good idea.
I was so happy. ^_^
Because there is not nobody else can help anymore.

Today, my 2 colleagues talked to me in my work time.
We only can talk in work time,because we met togerther at work.
And that colleagues was very good friends to me.
They even think that I was "brother".

But after today,
I will change my mind.
Why are they not kind to me?
Why are they laugh so hard when I told to them I am dating him?
Why are they think I am stupid?

Whatever,
I found the way for talk.
Yeah.thank you guys for read this diary agian~ ^_^

Posted at Thu Feb 12 15:40:12 UTC 2009
]]> http://www.lang-8.com/19512/journals/86634 http://www.lang-8.com/19512/journals/86634 Aho kick your ass Thu Feb 12 15:40:12 UTC 2009