You also more think about it, maybe it is every little thing.
I have known that you have been receiving misunderstandings and gossip from your colleagues and your friends furthermore your family.
However I know your suffer, it is only me.
On second thought, maybe God knows your suffers and he always stay around you and look at you.
That’s why you will not nervous and think about it to be overly.
Can you understand?
Hang in there, as you can do anything.