secret
Mar 18th 2010 20:05
I have a secret that I don't want to know anybody.
Only few friends of mine know that.
I had been hiding the truth cause I didn't admit it.
Actually, I have two parents. Why?
When I was 13 or 14, my parents divorced because of personality differences. I was shocked at the news of divorce.
It was hard for me as a teenager. After that, I had lived only with my father. Since then, he was a father as well as a mother to me.
About 3 years ago, when I served in military sevice, he met a woman who become my step-mom. I didn't like her at first cause I couldn't admit her as my mother. So we got many troubles between her and me like food, life style, cleaning and so on... It was trivial and tiny things.
As time goes by, we do understand and care about each other.
Now, I'm satisfied with her.
To meet my biological mom after she split up with my father was about 3years ago. When I was a soldier, she came to my army surprisingly. It's been 8 years. I was so confused and surprised that I couldn't say anything. Even I tried to say 'mom', but the words wouldn't come out.
She told me that she had always thought of me and concerned about me. And I knew that she married, with a kid who is a 6year old girl.
At that time, a flood of thoughts coursed through my mind.
This is my destiny. And this is my fate. I was very sad at my reality, but at the same time, I had to admit it.
So, I have two families. People think that I'm very extraordinary, but I'm not. I'm just in a little bit more different circumstances than other people. Now, I'm not ashamed of it.
Only few friends of mine know that.
I had been hiding the truth cause I didn't admit it.
Actually, I have two parents. Why?
When I was 13 or 14, my parents divorced because of personality differences. I was shocked at the news of divorce.
It was hard for me as a teenager. After that, I had lived only with my father. Since then, he was a father as well as a mother to me.
About 3 years ago, when I served in military sevice, he met a woman who become my step-mom. I didn't like her at first cause I couldn't admit her as my mother. So we got many troubles between her and me like food, life style, cleaning and so on... It was trivial and tiny things.
As time goes by, we do understand and care about each other.
Now, I'm satisfied with her.
To meet my biological mom after she split up with my father was about 3years ago. When I was a soldier, she came to my army surprisingly. It's been 8 years. I was so confused and surprised that I couldn't say anything. Even I tried to say 'mom', but the words wouldn't come out.
She told me that she had always thought of me and concerned about me. And I knew that she married, with a kid who is a 6year old girl.
At that time, a flood of thoughts coursed through my mind.
This is my destiny. And this is my fate. I was very sad at my reality, but at the same time, I had to admit it.
So, I have two families. People think that I'm very extraordinary, but I'm not. I'm just in a little bit more different circumstances than other people. Now, I'm not ashamed of it.
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I have a secret that I don't want anybody to know anybody.
Only a few friends of mine know that my secret .
I had been hiding the truth cause I didn't want to admit it.
Actually, I have two parents. (Two Families?)
About 3 years ago, when I served in themilitary sevice, he met a woman who he later married and she became my step-mother. become my step-mom.
I didn't like her at first cause I couldn't admit accept her as my mother.
So, we got many troubles there were many disagreements between her and me like food, life style, cleaning and so on...
It They were trivial and tiny things.
As time goes went by, we do began to understand and care about each other.
To The last time I met my biological mom after she split up with my father was about 3years ago.
When I was a soldier, she came to my the army to meet me surprisingly.
It's had been 8 years.
Even I even tried to say 'mom', but the words wouldn't come out.
She told me that she had always thought of me and concerned worried about me.
And I knew that she was married, with a kid who is a 6year old girl with a 6 year old daughter.
And This is my fate.
I was very sad at my reality, but at the same time, I had to admit accept it.
I'm just in a little bit more different circumstances situation than other people.
Actually here in America it's normal to have divorced parents.
Terrible I know..
Luckily, my parents are still together and I hope i will never divorce either.
Anyway, I'm proud that you have become strong and accepted your reality.
As always, 화팅 하세요! : D