Got nothing...
Sep 14th 2010 18:26
Today is Sep.14, and I got my salary. but I am not feel happy, not because the money is few, but it seems I have got nothing. I have been here almost two months, but I just do something boring, I don't know how to express this, I want to be positive, I want to learn, but I am afraid those people's eyes. They always treat me as a fool. I do not like this kind of feeling.
Well, today, we will have dinner together, but I know waht will happen. Just some unfamiliar people get together and eating. We have done this before when my boss was here. Just eating without talking or chating. Actually I am quite free today, and I spend all my time on thinking about my summay, but I don't know what to write. I want to write my real feelings, but what will they think when they read my summary? It is a hard work.
However, there are also something make me happy, I like Lang-8 now, I like to write my real feelings here, because noone know me, and I can write down everything I like. I don't care what they look at now, because I believe that they will understand me. And I can learn from here. Today I have sent a lot of invitations on lang-8, because I want to know more people who can speak good English. I like English, I want to improve it, sa that I can make my dream of being a business woman come true. All the reason leads me here is that I want to using English, I want to do foreign trading.
So please add me, I need your help, and if you have any questions zbout Chinese, ask me, I will help you as much as I can!
Well, today, we will have dinner together, but I know waht will happen. Just some unfamiliar people get together and eating. We have done this before when my boss was here. Just eating without talking or chating. Actually I am quite free today, and I spend all my time on thinking about my summay, but I don't know what to write. I want to write my real feelings, but what will they think when they read my summary? It is a hard work.
However, there are also something make me happy, I like Lang-8 now, I like to write my real feelings here, because noone know me, and I can write down everything I like. I don't care what they look at now, because I believe that they will understand me. And I can learn from here. Today I have sent a lot of invitations on lang-8, because I want to know more people who can speak good English. I like English, I want to improve it, sa that I can make my dream of being a business woman come true. All the reason leads me here is that I want to using English, I want to do foreign trading.
So please add me, I need your help, and if you have any questions zbout Chinese, ask me, I will help you as much as I can!
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but I am not feeling happy, not because the money isn't much, because it seems I don't have anything.
I have been here almost two months, but I just do something boring, I don't know how to express this, I want to be positive, I want to learn, but I am afraid of those people's eyes.
They always treat me as if I was a fool.
Well, today, we will have dinner together, but I know what will happen.
Just some unfamiliar people getting together and eating.
Just eating without talking or chatting.
Actually I am quite free today, and I spend all my time on thinking about my summary, but I don't know what to write.
It is a tough job.
However, there are also some things that make me happy, I like Lang-8 now, I like to write my real feelings here, because noone knows me, and I can write down everything I like.
I like English, I want to improve it, so that I can make my dream of being a business woman come true.
The reason leading me here is that I want to use English, I want to do foreign trading.
So please add me, I need your help, and if you have any questions about Chinese, ask me, I will help you as much as I can!
but I am not feeling happy, not because the amount of money is small, but it seems I have got nothing.
I have been here almost two months, but i'm just doing boring things, I don't know how to express this, I want to be positive, I want to learn, but I am afraid of what people think of me. (I'm not sure if thats what you are trying to say)
Well, today, we will have dinner together, but I know what will happen.
Actually I've been quite free today, and I spent all my time on thinking about my summay, but I don't know what to write.
It is a hard work.
However, there are also some things that make me happy, I like Lang-8 now, I like to write my real feelings here, because noone knows me, and I can write down everything I like.
I don't care what they (see/think) at now, because I believe that they will understand me.
I like English, I want to improve it, so that I can make my dream of being a business woman come true.
All the reasons leading me here is that I want to using English, I want to do foreign trading.