Shall I?

Start from nowhere, try to be a good child , try to study hard. Come into the university, still try to study hard, hope to be a good citizen, have some first experience about what is life. Graduate from university, find a good job, find a good girl friend, build up a family, have some children, try hard to make more money. Work hard, try hard as much as possible till I can't work any more. Retirement, find a quiet, peaceful place, live the rest days of my life and ...

That's the way most of people around me choose to follow(in the past, at present and perharps in the future still the same). Someone calls it as "dream". Shall I. Shall I choose that way, a pre-programmed process.
But who care at all! Anyway it'll be "one way ticket for a long journey to hell". Who really care!
I'll have to struggle and struggle, do as best as I can. I'll have to live my own life anyway.
Remember the lyrics of a song I have heard somewhere "家乡的茶园开满花". I miss my home town, miss so much my childhood.
Happy New Year everyone.